Can a butterfly remember life as a caterpillar?

How great it is if we can forget all those bad memories and only treasure the good ones. If only they could be erased just like that. Poof!! And it all gone.

Life as a caterpillar is hard. Indeed. Same goes to us. We have our dark past. Our "dirty little secret". But no matter how hard we try to forget it, it will still be haunting us. Hell, no! You can't break free of that. No matter how beautiful the caterpillar end up as a butterfly, it still started as a caterpillar. That's the fact of life.

But, on the second thought, it is not that bad actually. Really. How bad can it be by being a caterpillar? Yeah, you're ugly, cause itchiness, people hate hate hate you. But isn't that how life suppose to be? Ok, that was about caterpillar. What if you have to live with your mistake for the rest of your life? The biggest ever mistake, unforgivable mistake. Living a life that you know you can do nothing to make it better. And, forever hoping that one day you will wake up, back to 2011, having the second chance to make it right. But, no! You will never have that chance.

So, just, live with it. Either live in despair for having committed such an act, or move forward to become a better person. After all, people will judge. And every moment, there will be someone hating you.

If life is unfair to everyone, that would make life fair, right?